Sep 23 2008
Branches

My own thoughts these days sometime feel as if they are the great mystery of the universe. Something I’ll never understand. Sometimes I live so deep within my own head, that when I take a break to just linger, the World feels like it’s spinning around me. Sometimes hazy. I’m standing 3 ft. beside myself, looking at myself and wondering, who is this person? Where am I? Everything is out of place.. The truth, that we’re carbon based DNA on a floating rock, although incomparable to most peoples ideals of reality, is much easier to understand than the structure of society we’ve chosen to surround ourselves with.

Everything I’m directed towards, sprawls out and upward like the branches of a tree. My path, too ubiquitous for my own good. It feels as though I’ll never be sated, until I can reach out across those branches and hold every single one them in a single grasp.

I’ve been writing code for almost four days straight for Octava. I feel like my brain should have grown 10-sizes larger in the last week. I also feel like just kicking back and watching some movies, to numb my mind and just relax for a bit.

I have iTunes open at the moment and I’m listening through my Top 25 Most Played. :) I’d highly suggest the album KiloWatts & Vanek - Focus & Flow, if you haven’t heard it. You can get it through their website. There should be more electronic music like this in the World.

Sorry I’ve been gone for so long. I promise to write.

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