Aequanimus 3 (3)

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Lyrics posted on Aug 8th, 2003.

Mandy came out because she was picking up some bread for her grandma and also to go get something to eat, so she came and got me and I went with her and then we went to Gateway and we got something to eat in the food court. She got pizza from S’barro and I ended up getting 2 Hot & Spicy McChicken sandwiches. I ate her pizza crust cuz she doesn’t like it. She also got a Lemonade which I kept on stealing sips of. haha.

It was good to see her, I’m so funny though, I didn’t want her to go, even though I knew she was only coming out for a little bit. I just want to grab her right now and kiss her and hug her. It’s nuts? That’s what I want to do right now, but it’s 3 in the morning, (actually Nov 21st) and she’s nowhere around, because she’s at home, asleep. So I’m just going to go to bed here soon.

I don’t like that I keep making her feel bad because I get upset easy because she likes to pick on me and I’m too damn moody. lol. Now she feels like every thing’s her fault and I don’t want her to feel like that. It was good to see her today, I thought she looked pretty good. I like her new hair, I saw her new pants too, I thought she looked hot. heh. She says it’s “all lies!”.. naw.

She said she gets upset when she has no reason at all to get upset, not with just me, but she does it to her dad to and that she should take some time away to figure out why she does it and to sort it all out. I don’t like the thought of spending time away, but I guess she says that would be best and that it would only be for like a week or something sometime. We’re leaving to Vegas probably on Sunday instead of Monday, it really depends on the weather. I looked earlier and it was good Sat, Sun, Mon and Tues. But now I look hours later and it’s saying it’s snowing Sat, Mon and Tues and the rest of the week. It only looks good on Sunday.. We’ll look Saturday and determine when we should be leaving..