We’re on top of the World, where flags unfurl. We’re distant from existence, but so close to it’s essence. A city resembling stars, twinkling lights bent into shards, like my heart once was, shattered, before you came and picked up the pieces that mattered. These incandescent skies are almost as beautiful as your effervescent eyes, which gaze into my soul, a feeling that’s beginning to take it’s toll, but you make it so easy to give in. You don’t realize, I don’t even know where to begin. The worlds so blind, if they can’t see, the beauty that’s screaming to be free.

Okay, this is actually the 14th, because my ramblings are almost always written the morning of the next day, before I go to bed. I don’t know why, but this is more like a journal entry. Brandun is stranded in Las Vegas while coming back from California with Catie. I guess the car blew up.

I wake up to Ryan bitching at me on the answering machine. LOL. I thought it was Corby at first and that it was an emergency, like.. Someone had died or something!! LOL. Mandy was coming and took me into Brandun’s work so I could talk to a supervisor to explain the situation, waited for a while for a sup to come out of the doors and then Jason, uh.. “Utah Brentner”, came out and I told Jason what had happened. Introduced Jason to Mandy. visa-versa. I only got a phone # out of going to Brandun’s work. So I come back with the phone #, hop on the net for 10 seconds and give Brandun the # on MSN.

Matt was at the house, I introduced Matt to Mandy. Matt introduces himself as ‘the other music guy, who plays guitar’ or something, hehe, it was kind of funny. So anyways, me and Mandy go all the way back to Gateway, well, we stop at Beto’s first and get Super Nachos w/the works because she’s never had them. :) Then we go to Starbucks in gateway, get another caramel frappuccino. Mandy gets a coconut one this time. Not really coffee, she lets me taste it, it tastes like ice coconut milk. heh. We end up sitting out on the balcony, which fucking rocks, watching little kids play in the fountains down below, and it’s just awesome because it’s dark and all the kule lights down there, pretty prime ambiance, I guess.. Can’t get those metal chairs close enough to each other though.

We head over to Tilt (the arcade), to whoop each others asses at air-hockey! lol.

I burned a CD earlier today of stuff I’ve written so far this month. Mandy likes it. She really likes the version of Invocation I have on the CD, which is longer and better than the clip on here.

We go to memory grove again. Damn, it’s just the perfect routine. LOL. and the brief breeze tonight and blowing leaves, it just feels so right. I gave her a piggy back ride. Today rocked. But maybe the best was later when we were laying in the car. hehe. I’m laying in the car with her and the song I write about laying next to her comes on, it’s so weird because this song just starts speaking exactly how I feel and it’s like I’m talking without saying a word, but just looking into her eyes.

Um, why don’t they make 2-player pinball machines? I guess that’s a gravity issue? ahh! But that would rock..

We’re hanging out again tomorrow. ;-) Next theatre we go to must have removable center between chairs…