In these times of tribulation, when words fail to explain the reason that I lock myself behind these closed doors. All I wanted was someone to be with, I wanted you to feel the way I do. When you were in my heart, I was once truly alive. It means something to me. Why can’t I feel you anymore? It sunk deep down inside me, the thought I’ve lost what could have been. All the dreams I had to share with you and everything that I believed in. Your insincerity and confusion is all it took. My self esteem vanished, my ideals of love turned to deep sympathy. My eyes looked down and away from everything, as half my World was left alone to die. I reached to take the love back from you as you threw everything I had given you down, or dropped it without a second thought. I broke down in this place I still lye: Crashed to the ground. Picking up the pieces of my heart, locking it up and throwing away the key. Afraid, but secretly wishing that the pieces could be mended.